I so badly want to move on from all this. I love my family to pieces but they're my constant company now as all my 'friends' were crap and ditched me when I was at my sickest.
I've kinda lost faith in people and myself. I don't feel like me anymore.
The old me had bright red hair. Was incredibly over confident, loud and mouthy. Wanted to be centre of attention all the time. And would dance in a room and wouldn't care if people watched.
The new me, finds the thought of that so scary.
This was me...
Yep, that was me! Crohns skinny too.. But I felt to confident with red hair!
I now have my natural hair colour as all the dyed hair grew out!
So thats one part of me gone!
I'm thinking of putting a blonde coloured bit in my hair. In attempt to 'me' myself again.
As my hair has natural blonde highlights I wanna keep it natural-ish.
I don't really understand the point in this post, and it's probably wasting your time reading it. But it helps me to rant it all out. This is effectively my diary so prepare for rubbish like this!
I have another more interesting post for later! Need to think more into it though :)
I'll give y'all the title.
Do you believe in guardian angels?